My day couldn't get better.
Wish most days could be like this...
when the sun does shine down in my part of the world.
But sometimes I wonder...wonder if this happiness is only momentary...
I get scared sumtimes...not to get too excited,
cuz what if in the end i'm left alone in my black and white world,
waiting anxiously for the sun to beam on my face again....
It makes me feel like a prisoner...
being able to see the light gleaming on my window
hands, reaching out,
feeling the warmth
but nothing that comforts me inside...
...total emptiness



SM